The thoughts of A sensitive bottled up teen girl…😬😁

(Deep in a teen girls mind part 2)

I’m angry at myself.

I want to be happy.

I act happy which makes me happy!

But sometimes it’s hard and tiring.

Why can’t I just spit it out and tell someone?

But I do know why…

Because I’m embarrassed thats why. I’m scared to talk to someone if they take it the wrong way or don’t care.

I don’t want to be the deporessesd girl

I’m not.

I’m not depressed .

I know that.

But I’m not always as happy as I act,

But I want to be,

I try to be,

I love my life.

I love my friends.

I love my heart.

I hate my mind. 😕

And i hate that I hate my mind..

I don’t want to be that girl who’s too sensitive.

I want to be confident!

I want to be the girl people see me as.

I don’t blame them for not noticing that I’m not as confident as I seem. I wouldn’t notice.

But sometimes.. I’m hurting and I never tell anyone.

I just can’t spit it out.

…I can

But I don’t want to.

It scares me!

I think, I over think.

And care to much about what people think of me.

It’s not like I want to be reallly really happy, because I am.

But I think I don’t know what’s real and what’s fake anymore.

But I know it’ll pass I’ll be genuinely happy in a couple days or weeks.

So I know I’ll be okay!

But one day there will be someone,

Someone I will talk to,

Share my thoughts with .

Long story short, talk to someone , don’t bottle up or this will happen…! Hope you didn’t cringe while reading my thoughts ❤️

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